Lost

Why do I feel this way? Why can't I make my feelings for her go away? Why can't I move on? Why can't I just bottle it up and be strong? I don't want to. I want her to see that care for her. I want her to see that I'd die for her. I want her to know how much she means to me. I want her to know how much I fucking wish she would... Love me. Understand me. Hold me. Know me. But I can't. Because deep down inside, I know that she never will.