lost

I feel like the world is on my shoulders, I'm scared so the person found out I can't tell if they are mad at me.... I also can't tell if they still like my crush whyyyyy I shouldn't of dropped hints I should've denied everything there is no going back now I will have to pray pray that he isn't mad pray that I make it out of this mess I wish I was dead maybe writing a poem about it wasn't the best idea but it did help me for a minute before they found out ofc..... please don't hate me please don't be mad please don't kill me I might end up doing that myself all I wanted if for my love to be happy that's all I ever wanted if it makes them happy then I will cut myself out even cut myself actually if it means that I'm suffering and they are happy, hoping I can make it out if you are reading this and you are the person please know I'll sacrifice anything, if it makes u happy I can turn off my feelings or anything... as long as it makes everyone happy