lost

It's nearly Impossible to escape the thought of you. Every feeling we shared has taken on a form completely new. But now that you gone, So is the entities of light. I'm back to fighting for each day with all my might. Everything now seems so meaningless To me. Amazing all the colour your love made me see. As soon as you left so did all the rainbows and sunshine. Now it's all darkness, with this small little hope that wishes you were mine. Will a time come where I can have all of which I dream. Or am I destined to have everything as I've seen. I'm tired of this reality and the way I perceive all I see. All I want is to be a fulfilled me. Though it felt loved paved the way to wholeness I seek. When it leaves everything feels insanely bleak