Lost

I feel so alone right now  And I'm not sure how  I’m being watched 24/7  I hope I'm not in heaven  I feel like I'm lost at sea  And I’m not sure where I'd rather be  I'm missing a lot of school Because I’m drowning in a pool  I can't remember much  It's been hard and such  After feeling so numb  Emotions blow up like a bomb  I've been trapped indoors  Wishing for rain pours Of course it never comes  The only one to blame is the suns