loss& Death.

oh loss you kill my soul rip out my heart when me my son drifted apart.I am now in misery and gloom.Mabe I should stay locked up in my room .I wish my son did not die I Always wonder why .Pull up covers over my head. Can't believe my son is dead. Some people says it takes time to get over the past. the grief for a mother always last every holiday my son is gone I can't hear his voice.Oh stress why was it your choice. why could you not leave him alone? Why could you not let him grown? as a mother life is so UN fair.Its like nobody does care. I will probably grieve rest of my life.My heart been cut with a sharp edges knife Nobody really knows a parents pain .Torture is insain.you raise your child then they become wild .the world is like a silvering snake 🐍 it devours you with the bad choices you make.with alcohol and the drugs. with the dope selling thugs they all over in the street.sneaky people you'll meet.They don't care for your loss.they will destroy you every loss.oh death you got me in your chain. My tears pour like the rain .oh my son I miss you so.Why did you leave me why did you go?