Losing myself

It seems somehow I've forgotten who I am The worst part about it is I just didn't give a damn I gave into the demons and monsters inside of my head To be completely honest most days I wished it would all be over I wanted to be dead I lost everything, All of the reasons I kept being strong, My reasons to breathe and live I forgot what it meant to just be me when I didn't have to fight and endure the pains of this life that I live At this point I just feel as if I'm living in a haze I don't even know myself or the people surrounding me most days It's scary you know not knowing who you are So I stare off into the distance beyond the galaxies and stars I'm finally taking me back, I will win this fight Those Demons no longer keep me up at night