losing my life

The illusions I see for in which I can't forget. The power it brings , the tatinizing effect. You slip out your mind thinking of dread ,but most of the thoughts are all in my head. I look into myself and regret the decisions in which I made. I trip over reality and take a step back on the ground that I paved. I talk about rationality cause visions can be deceiving I'm stuck on the way I feel and then start daydreaming . Life is life. We all make mistakes,but our lives are that we fondle with is at stake.