LOSER

No one wants to talk to Me, when I'm really hurting. I wake up and it's always the same shit. I might just take My own life and blow out my mind since I heard It heals the pain quick. I'm on my knees, begging for help. Got a knife on my throat, I'm ready to die today. Hope I don't go to hell for Killin myself. I'm sick of being less than everyone else, I don't wanna wait forever. I'm such a freak, for even trying to talk about it. showing my true self, and I see you laughing. You broke my heart again, as you watch me drown in my own problems. I rather waste my time, telling my friends I got fired. I nearly stepped Infront of a car. just to end it all.