Lose Myself

I don't wanna lose myself, but my blood is boiling. I'm so close to losing my everlasting mind! The fire inside of me is burning, burning with anger. Oh how I don't want to lose myself. There's two sides to me, the old and new. I don't wanna lose myself, please tell me what to do. The old me would've been snapped but the new me would walk away. Oh how I don't want to lose myself, lose myself in any way.