loosing hope ...

honestly, I held onto hope this year, believing you'd return to me. Freeing my heart from fear though others may think me foolish I still hold on to faith,A beacon in the darkness,illuminating my path. When ever I would feel sad I would gaze up at the sky see you as one of the stars whispering 'I wish you were here, by my side. Not that I'm ungrateful for my life's blessings, but there are times, When your absence feels like an un healing wound a woud whenever you'd try giving medicine but still the same like my ear🤣. I silence my doubts with self -assurance, "You're overreacting. I'm truly grateful for the gift of your presence, even from afar, A blessing many cannot claim a treasure Ihold like a shining star. iwant you to know that ilove you more with each passing day you're my my vibrant rainbow,my colorful sky. ILOVE YOU🩷❤️🌎you mean the world to me.