Loop Holes Of Love

I'm losing my grip, Take me, To the grave, As I now feel, I'm living, To die alone, I wander in, What feels like, Infinite sorrow, No longer struck, Be a loveless heart, I'm now seeking, To be consumed by it, I struggle in this walk, Emotionally trapped, Inside of doors, Left unopen, Giving my all, Only to receive, A thrashed heart, Full of unhelad wounds, This I cover up so well, Yet there's an abyss, Inside me, Deeping everyday, I'm starting to see, No escape, Beginning to feel, Betrayed! By my own heart, Always failing in love, Only to fall apart, My fuckin heart, Just refuses, To close, Pushes back, Everytime I attempt, To close the windows, It seems to leave open, Curse this body of bones, Whenever my soul, Stops bleeding, I'll have to face my demons, Cause in the end, We all die alone, Left to be remembered, By engravings on stone, My desire to love, Somehow is not gone, It's glows, Like flames lost In a cave, Deprived of air, Knowing no escape, Not afraid of , Whatever road I take, Or where I might lead me, I'm letting go now, Because there is, No such thing as fate, Only birth, hell and escape.