Looking glass

Sometimes, I feel I'm looking through a Microphone glass. Just to see what is around me. I always feel like I don't belong to my family. But I know this is my family. But I feel like I don't belong. I know there will be times when I must be proud of myself, too. But then I realized I don't have to prove myself to anyone but me. Suppose they don't see the real me. I don't know my heart. So, how can they judge me from my past? I don't live for nobody but my kids. Who is my family so that I can be myself? That is what I always told my kids: just be yourself. Don't worry about what anybody thinks. I looked be looking, so I can see the real me you will never see. I am a two-way minor. I see things in two sides of myself. The way I see myself. The way the world sees me. Not even my own family can't see the person I am.