looking back

looking back at the hoodie you gave me getting lost at the sight of it when all the memories come flooding back we had good ones I sometimes wonder what life would be if we hadn't you knw I loved you when I finally found out that I wouldn't be able to see you again my heart shattered my mental state was ruined in seconds I could not eat nor sleep the only thing I could do was pour out my tears to a soft pillow my heart still aches to this day you were my first true love I guess none of my relationship didn't work out was because apart of me still wonders WHY I couldn't get that closure that comfort I truly need to move on and you knew it why has it taken me so long to realize it? now that I'm looking at it... M.F