Looking Back

Looking back on the days you were still here with me, because honestly looking into a future without you really scares me. I know we had our problems and there's so much I take the blame, but mum this world without you just isn't the same. We shared alot of love over the years and we shared alot of rows but mum I would do anything to have you here now. It's been almost two years since you left this world, left me to feel like a very scared little girl. I know its not your fault I guess it was your time to go, but how can I accept that when I love you so. Mum you always said everything happens for a reason, the reason for this I just fail to see why you were taken away from me!