lookalike

dear my first real love, I know I've said the word before love but never as I do for you the comfort you give me the love that I feel your absence kills me and it's growing more by the day my heart never faltered never second guessed it guessed this was wrong but never untrue the feeling was there felt for only you that's why I gave you my trust when you showed me you cared I gave you my heart, wholly unprepared you showed me you loved me then had to take it away ran off with my heart and with her couldn't stay. you claimed that it hurt you that you missed me too bad I saw you smiling in the picture not nearly as sad as the tears running down as I felt the heat the pain of realizing that this was defeat you dropped me for her and you didn't even blink while I sat there cutting you left in a beat I called you I texted you answered each time but avoided the question will you ever be mine then the pictures were posted you were out with her now you couldn't have me so it's you two running around you have to admit she looks a lot like I do now if only I could find a lookalike too