Longings

I wish I was posted to Sargodha instead and was your neighbour So I could've visited you everyday and known your behaviour But now travelling from Islamabad to Sargodha is a 3-4 hours long labour I can go there for you As an uninvited guest that's true But I don't want to be the reason you all be upset or blue Although I thank the distance for the feelings I once never knew Waiting for you for 14 years is irritating Answering the biggest question, "How to confess?" Help! I'm hesitating Sometimes I don't know why but I fear falling in love with another man at the age of 26 or 24 Saying, "No I don't love him anymore". "The way I did before"