long gone

the days repeating over and over everlasting in the fun way are long gone. at this point, every decent memory i've ever had is long gone. my smiles around campfires and my mom are long gone. my laughs as i rode the golf cart with my sister and cousins are long gone. the days of sitting down in my sisters room just hanging out together are long gone. my sister in general. her piercing green eyes and freckles dotting her face is long gone. not really long gone. just days and people and moments that have disappeared like a speck of dust.