Long Ago

Now I can't feel Untrusting of what is real No flutter Does my tummy utter The butterflies have flown  Away  An empty space Drawn and traced Cut along the dots  A pair of scissors  Dull and rusty  Now miss the spots  Jagged and disturbed Now I feel empty Unable to fill The hollow and hurt Restricted and retracted Pulsating heart Once full What do I do Where do I take it To find it's beat again All have wondered  Off over yonder And know not  How I squander Tmcncr