Lonely nights

I was broken and frozen presumably dead the blood that I was coughing seemed pretty bad all the pills that were filled with lead didn't seem to kill the darkness filled inside my head I used to cry till my eyes started turning red used to stay glued to my bed wondering every night when it would end to me the sun didn't seem to shine,no more the rain just wouldn't stop,oh lord I thought my story would also have a happy end now I'm standing here very far away from making any amends