Lonely

I want to text you all the time to see how you are doing but I can't Deep down I know it won't change anything It sucks because I thought things were going so well But a day came and everything changed And now am up at 2 am Wondering how and why things went wrong I find myself looking at old texts and pictures And I remember how happy I was And how happy we were And all I can question is how I ended up here without you.