loneliness

I never feared love as I fear it at this instance I fear love and I'm not afraid to say that love has made me the loneliness person I never thought I'd be you know when you surrounded by people but still feels alone love has made me heartless i don't even feel pain no more i lock myself in the room because people will just blubber on things they don't know . people will just blubber on how happy they are how good life is treating them loneliness loneliness has become a part of my Identity I hate how people who love me suffocates me I hate how I can't express myself how I can't cry and just smile so freely that was a real damage .