Lolita

I hate the way we ended. Some nights I stay awake, thinking of you. Thinking of how we started, and how we ended. One day I hope to meet you again. I want it to feel like it's the first time ever meeting you. One night I hope it will end again. I want to end it, in a proper way. Not like how it did end. I want a happy ending, not some hopeless romantic story. I want a long happy relationship, not like our old one. I want you again. I hope you still want me.