live and let live

Thought of the past that seem to ever last she is gone like the dead movie cast and the world moves fast unless your in your mental state of hell then time is so slow its hard to tell , do you have this story to tell or just lies and scams to sell? are you real are you warm and can you feel somebody please explain the thing this thing this ordeal that pushes some to kill and others to use , can you help me when I lose or only selection of the winners you will choose and that would not be news , see me swim in a bottle like ol George says " the ocean of liquor I drank to forget her is gonna kill me but I'll drink till then " now and again sometimes another sin so far away from repent deep inside the demons sent and all of you are hell bent inside of this small boat or poetic tent , throw the ball and shut up stupid we are almost home....