live

but I don't want to what is living, how can I live when I am a failure, when all that I do only amounts to failure unknown and uncertainty a gamble and culmination in nothing you forced me into this game of chance where I don't know anything and can hardly see through anything and thus only condemned to this world of discomfort and dread false comforts, careful lies all to fool you, leave you empty grasping for the nothingness of unknown don't try to pretend, as this world only betrays those who dare live