little life

happy giggles innocent touch cozy beds cute drawings real smiles you broke that you broke that child turned him into a mess a bloody one a tear stained face smiling through the pain hobbies dissapeared like the people i called friends happiness dissapeared from the life i saw as precious suddenly it didnt matter my life lost meaning to you and me you can't lie you can't say it was a accident you would've stopped when i begged the innocence dissapeared overnight like the sun fading into dark im still in the dark everyone else has got through im stuck here a small whisper in the loud world now i cant feel like a kid i still am but i cant go back to being a kid after suffering this much so i turn to drugs i lay on the grass feel the warm wind and imagine the childhood i never had my tears mix ones of happiness and sadness you killed a kid not physically but emotionally mentally im broken glass i hurt everyone who goes near me i dont wanna live as a monster one you created