*little letter to my love,*

I can see it ...and the crazy thing is u have always told me ... to b carful not to lose myself along the way... but love, I can see it ... lately ... u are losing urself ... always worried it was gonna b me who got lost ... but in reality ur the one the needs to be kept close... constantly getting lost ... on ur path to random outcomes and or... to traumatic experience... u feel so much .... and ... I am so sorry ... that this last couple months have been wicked and relentlessly horrific on ur soft gentle heart u possess.. I should have realized sooner ... u were never ment to b around and to see , me experience the things I have endured ... .. in m short tragic life ... it's just to much ... and I am so sorry ... I promise I will devote my every waking moment to picking up and placing all ur pieces back together....cuz u deserve to be whole ... and I love u enough to take the pain and hold on to it for the both of us... just let go baby ... I got u I won't let u fall.. promise..