listen

listen but not to understand me but to hear what I have to say after I have been quite for so long I had my head drowning in questions and feared on what I thought could be love listen I'm not making this up to prove my non existent love but trust me my heart melted my mind was taken away by those smiles we shared I still got doubt on what we are to each other sometimes I blame myself for not keeping away and hated the fact that even I couldn't resist myself I was suppose to not let the pleasure get ahead of me instead of pushing you away I was so close and couldn't walk away my heart floated my mind kept on racing my hands were shivering and my thoughts were naughty what we both knew was a mistake not even one of us had courage to stop it and when you first pulled away I thought I wasn't too good and then you hold me as if I was going to walk away you hold me with doubt on your mind and I felt it in between your lips while my mind can't believe you finally hold me I wanted to see your face but even you were scared and worried and then the light went deem and your lips become mine to hold you rested on my arms for the first time and I felt you close. I think I'm falling. 13/11/2022