lingering memories

l just want to say that this poem isn't about me this is about a audiobook l listened to called dear John. This is my lingering memories before the war before my life fell apart This is my memories after the war when l nothing but a shadow of myself just waiting for someone to comfort me. There l remembered the girl from long ago Then l went to her house and l was suffocated by the memories her presence brought. l knew my heart would never be the same after that fateful day You broke my heart and l don’t ever think it’s going to be whole again because you never forget your first at least that's what they say So l keep coming back to the past sometimes l think things could be different but l will never know because l am the one who broke your heart so l will forever remember my girl at 21 l will not take any lovers and be like a widow all my life replaying where our stars allinged.