limbo

I open the curtains And the sun burns my eyes Probably because I'm Slowly dying inside. Ever since you Breathed your last I have so many regrets- I live in the past. What could I have done? What could I have changed? Was my love not enough To make you stay? I've heard it before- Your mind was ill But it doesnt change the fact That i miss you still. Half of me is with you The other remains Stuck in a limbo Of heartache and pain.