Like others do

I don't know what to do lord. I don't want to be sent away. But today I'm starting to doubt myself. I can't do it I can't live on my own let's say. I mean at my life if I could it wouldn't be this way. I won't be made to leave but I mean everything goes wrong. Nothing goes right everyone or at least some get upset with me. Many think,feel or say nothing good about me. I Screwup a lot in many ways I can count. I can't afford stuff I want or need. I can't realy look after my cat at times I can't afford what he needs. He needs a vet let's say I can't even get that for him. I don't want to lose him ethier. But I can't do it right I can't live like others do.