life or death

Here it comes again, I knew it would But I didn't know when. When I was young It had passion and power Like a flash of light it had so much fight Now that I'm older It's grown so strong. Like a sophisticated dance, It waits for its chance. If it's hard, it hits heavy. breaking floodgates,overflowing the levee. I no longer grab the knife, To stab myself, to take my life. I no longer commit the sin, of pushing the needle of poison in. I resist the urge to run into the traffic. To create a death horribly graphic. But here it comes again to me, Challenging what I want to be. ©faithfullydead