life on earth

I'm scared I fucked up. I'm scared I wasted their efforts,their money,their hardwork. I thought dying was the only choice but it only make things worse. I complain I got no shoe,but he had no food. Life make my cry. I thought things are getting better but then I lost another friend,failed an exam, can't get anything right. Family blame me, classmates look at me with pity,enemies laugh.😭😭all I can do is cry,cry in secret to avoid my papa seeing my pain,cause I know his pain is far more. It's hard but I promise myself not to die. I fall,I get up and still hope. Thanks to music, I'm surviving.