Life and the distance

Life will never be back It's already too far gone It's all God, it's all love I still don't understand it I've been trying to It hurts like a bullet Straight through my heart Like my brains have been blown out There's no coming back from this It will take time to heal It will probably never heal I'm in great pain I've never been in any greater than this There's no avoiding it I have to face it With my broken heart I have to be strong Allow myself to heal Though I'll never be 100% God will help me