life

Life How do I wake up in the morning feeling empty and wondering what you will bring to me ....Why do I find myself question you about the promises you have promised me yet you have never fulfilled do you even know that I exist and I pray everyday that you open up for me and you shower me with love just like everyone else ...I ask myself if you will ever be able to fulfill your promises or are you gonna carry-on paying these games of yours of breaking my heart and while you are at the same time promising me that everything is gonna be okay......you have shattered my dreams and turned me into a walking dead human .....life you're not what I expected you to be but I hope that you will come around for me ...... I look through the window hoping to see the sun yet you bring me the rain ....I find it difficult to laugh but you make sure that those who surround me gives me joy and everlasting laughter ...I don't know whether IAM the one who is crazy but to be honest IAM starting to lose it ...you shower me with joy today and tomorrow it is turned into tears ...life I hope you are still gonna come around for me cause I don