Life

Sometimes I lay here, sit here, and just cry, No explanation, no need to say why. Shit gets hard in all types of ways, No matter what all you have to do is pray. Life can be ruthless, heartless, callas, and cold, Just to realize it never gets old. Love is hard and love is real, It makes you usually love to feel. God surprises us in many ways, Some we always could think was a game. Tired of working and trying so hard to stay strong, Only to hear they're gonna be gone. Late at night, can't go back to sleep, So sometimes I just lay here and think. My mind starts spinning again and again, The wires turning like they're my friends. I still get scared and worried about things, Maybe I'm still trying to be the little kid on the swings. Get stressed and emotional over the stupidest things, Just because it may mean something. Emotions start rising and tears start gunning, Only to end up feeling like I'm running. Sometimes I just want to vent, Only for someone to ask me when. I'm an emotional wreck have been since a kid, Sometimes I really just want a win.