life

My life falls apart more and more each day. Piece by piece I'm slowly fading away. My heart breaks no it shatters with each breathe I sit alone impatiently waiting for death. My mind tells me to just end it all now. Yet I fight it again and again some how. It hurts to breathe, it hurts to open my eyes. Because every day I awake, more and more of me just dies. More alone than ever before. Please God! I cant take anymore!!!