life

The tree of life has lost its leaves, the memories will always last. The demons that have planted a seed just haunts me from my past. I was never the person God wanted me to be , he cursed me from the start. He knew I was a different soul , with a different kind of heart. I bleed just like the rest of you , my mind has went bi polar. I hate the person that became of me , I have to do it sober. God just let these people in to ruin my whole entire life. People got the best of me , I just knew it wasn't right. I seen their games , and played if out only for the seat. I played so hard, tried and tried but always ended in defeat. I was always a target to others abuse, they just broke my heart. I lived a life that torchered me, and ripped my pride apart. I'm grown now and still the same this shit will always last. I blame the things stuck with me with play backs of my past I can't let go but I promise I'll try. These are my words from the struggles of life.