Life

Is this the life? full of chaos, selfishness, and cruelness. where you never find comfort. is love even there? what love really means? being loved is not the only way of living, surely this is the first and last life I ever experience, but why need to be this cruel? "I want to experience everything this isn't enough" many are dying but do they still wanna live? I am scared of death wishing I could be immortal but not in this chaos.