Lies

You're beautiful You're smart You're important You're irreplaceable ' If I were beautiful, you wouldn't look at her You wouldn't be sucked into the depths of her eyes Wouldn't be bewitched by her smile Wouldn't be drooling over the size of her thighs If I was smart, you wouldn't care about her opinion You wouldn't believe the words she told Wouldn't be impressed by the facts she gives Wouldn't be amazed by the knowledge she holds If I were important, you would have never left Never abandoned me like a broken toy Never played with the feelings I own You would have never ran into another's arms If I were irreplaceable, you wouldn't be searching for her Wouldn't be craving for more Would be content with who I am Would have never replaced me But these were the lies I believed The ones I forced into my heart The ones I clung onto in desperation Even when I saw through them.