lie a real man

I am Not What I expected I thought I'd grow tall Be big and strong, Like a real man I'd be fearless, not at all cowardly, Like a real man I'd be stoic and wise Not so impulsive, Like a real man I'd be wonderful Articulate and charming, Like a real man I thought I would be Capable, dependable, trustworthy Like a real man But I'm not At all What I hoped I would be