letting you go

letting you go was never my choice, instead it is what you asked for. my heart ached with that decision, knowing it was not what I truly wanted. if only you know how much I cried as i accepting the fact that I need to distance myself from you in fact that I still wana be with you. they said "leaving is the best decision" but for me, it is not. leaving is the hardest thing to do specially if you genuinely loved the person so much. but there's nothing you can do anymore so you have to distance yourself and let that person you love go. you promise me that you will never leave me no matter what happen, but you left me alone. and now, all I need to do is accept the fact that you will never go back to me anymore. I'll keep reminding myself "know it's for the better" even though it hurts like hell. see you around, I guess? If God permits, I'd love to see you again, whenever you're ready to talk to me again, you can come back home. till our next blossom my dandelion, I love you a lot.