letting go but holding on

Letting you go meant realising I'm not meant for you, and setting you free. You are everyone I love, everything love is to me, and infinitely more. I'm not giving up on you or giving up in winning your love back, but I'm loving you more than the heartbreak. Because, for me, letting go isn't giving up, to me, letting go is choosing love for both of us. And although we were wrong and weren't all that we thought, I still love you, and I always will. Because truly, you existing will always be enough for me. Because, I love you more than my need to talk to you, any guy will ever love you and more than my need to be with you. Thanks for reminding me that love is never wasted. I truly hate myself for losing an angel like you and Adi in my life but I also love this version of myself that you brought out