Letting go

Why letting go of the past is hard. You affairs to take a step. Scare to fall back. It stops me from being me. So I pick up a pen and write. It's like, have I held on me? Just trying to break free. I feel like my past has a hold on me. Those dark days are over. Just look for the light so I can shine with the hope that I made it to my happy place, just like a shining star. But the fear keeps me down. But I know I have to fight for it. Because my life is worth it. Writing always takes me to a whole new level. But I doubt myself with my feeling, But when I write, I know when I am. But no one sees me. The only one that knows me is dirty because of me and my words. Writing is the only way I can express my feeling. Even when I didn't have a voice? Know I am speaking loud because my sense count. I can't express myself. If my gift to myself. Don't want the past take is always. This is a new level in my life. So I can mainly close the down of the past. So I can reach the top of the mountain without falling. I hope I don't fall. I am moving forward with my head up high and trying to achieve my dream. To live my life the way I want to. Without anyone trying to hold me back. Because of being the authentic me. Is the person