letter to my Father

I never got the chance to have the father and daughter moment . You left without saying a word . I waited for you to come for me you never looked back because I don't mean anything to you right??it's funny how my eyes burn with tears as my heart breaks into million pieces when other daughters are with thier dad's I get jealous,I crave you hugs. You promised to never leave me .you broke your promise and left for good . I want to hate you so bad but I just can't the daughter in me loves you and is willing to forgive you if only you could ask for forgiveness. I'm letting go I tried being the best daughter for you but I guess I will never be enough for you . I wish you loved me like your other kids . it's said a father is a daughter's first love but you were the first man who broke my heart . Well done you ruined my whole life