let me sleep

My Dearest love I was dreaming of a tomorrow with you. when that tomorrow wasen't coming. I'm dreaming of a new day when you won't be there in my memories because it hurts now. But that new day will never come. I'm running from the battle when it's the one that must be fought. And I still just want to sleep and forget my every pain, every memories of you but then you appear in my dream. I'm hoping for the future when the future is already decided I know you will be replaced with someone better but I'm hoping that, that better one never appears Praying to my savoir when I know I'm the savoir. But still couldn't save Myself I know falling in love with you will hurt me, 'because everything which fall it breaks' And again I sleep and again I pray to him to change the prophecy But again I'm afraid that he won't listen and again I fear and again I sleep 20 August 2022 ( An old poetry from my diary )