Let me lay as i may

The way my skin crawls when you speak my name The way my hair stands when i feel imminent shame The way the battery acid flooded my lungs Is the way i like to play with guns Break me down to my every bone please just everyone leave me alone Let me drowned to my deepest desire everything unfolding and about to transpire leave me Unwound like a broken cassette leave me alone to play Russian Roulette Bring Me Back To Life so is two bring me pain once more leave me as my torso lays on the floor but I look in the mirror broken in two only if they knew your face moments earlier was covered blood continuously wedding only to keep on with the flood breaking down, pleading family, fleading emotions Can you blame them? Can you blame them for not noticing? Or blame yourself for not Showing them Who you really are?