Let me help u

I saw u I wonder do I miss u or is it because I loved u when I'm with our friends u dont join i ask myself why but can't get a clear answer is it me or you why avoid me after all I did for u this is how u repay me tried to help since u don't see ur future but I do but yet all we do is argue so I won't talk to u about it I want to but u don't listen u don't care but something in me says "I have to help u" and every time I see u I want to go up to u and help u but ur not willing to put in the effort to change u I wonder do u still love me I think I still kinda do its stupid but we've been together forever and I don't want to throw it away because we argue please just let me help u