Lest, I suffer

I absolutely can believe That I was so naive To think that I believed Maybe someone preferred me Absolute favorite, and no one else What a fool I was to think of myself So full of jealousy and so deprived of attention It makes me hear something that I don't like to listen Its normal for people to have many friends But I just get so possessive it's out of my hands I show it so rarely, I'm quite good at acting Because I know deep down it's not right of me to be able to have 1 person all to myself The difference between me and a selfish, inconsiderate being is that I consider