left to my own purgatory

just a little worried about you ... lately you seem like you sat down and just drifted off to some place ... far from here.. did u even realize you had left some1 behind ..? I stare at you as you fade out and away .. away .. from here .. away.. from me... I stand struck..compeltly mortified by the loss of you.. how could u so easily just escape this fate .. OUR fate where we've always belonged together ...together.forever .., 💘 but so incompetly un done .. but ...always together... ... always n Forever.. so why are u leaving?? ..now tell me what part of the story had we walked by .. that had.. some how pushed u hard enough to sever.. ..? what w cut ?? all alone ... and without .. u ... I am alone without u ....I am completely and utterly, horribly alone and without ......u I am incomplete and alone so.alone.I.fall.... reaching out for ur hand .. till I surrendered to rockbottem and gave into my own purgatory... a life without u is not a life i can bare... alone I embrace my solitude and clenching down tight on my own heart as I watch it in front of my eyes turn to Ash's and blow away into the silent and haunting emptiness in the overconcerted darkness in my reality of my mind.