Left Standing There

Somehow it all seems so unreal. How could you just leave me standing there. It's hard for me to feel. But when I was told that their would not be any room, I knew the deal. Now it's going on a month since I had a good meal. Just left. Just left standing. It was no problem for them to drive away. It's like they planned it. Nobody ever listens to what I say. God willing I live to see another day. Something good has to come my way. Every morning I wake up, I come to my senses and say WTF! Just what am I to do today? Being homeless is something I hope no one has to feel. But I wil be standing with my feelings ready to kill. You already know all the rest. I walk around on eggshells at my very best. I just was left like all the rest. Backs turned to me, nobody wants me. All the things I've done come back to haunt me. If I could go back in time, I'd change the way lived and loved. I would have chosen more wisely that's for sure. That way my today wouldn't be so bad. So you better be thankful for all you have. Cause God forbid your faced with homelessness and that's no lie. All the bad things in your life, say good bye. Cause that rainy day will come for all of us. So be thankful that your not swimming in loneliness.